I have said it before and I will say it again, they bother me. It's one of the reasons for my lack of sleeping this week. This whole not sleeping with the television/radio on is making my dreams just crazy.
I do feel like I slept well though, but that dream was fucked up.
Last night I went to a party for the podcast Grapes of Rad to watch "Lost in Translation" and I had never seen the movie and it wasn't bad. I think you have to be in a similar situation as the main characters to actually get it though. We watched it to see if was actually good or not... There was some bias opinions about the movie, but I was able to relate to the situations.
It reminded me of being married and sober... In AA you meet a lot of people that are pretty emotional and it's very easy for them to get attached to someone with more time than them. Anyways, I made a friend with a week or so of being sober and I told her to call if she had any problems or needed to talk (which is something you do in AA). Well, she called a lot and we talked a lot. I totally had a crush on her... She totally had one on me too. We were able to connect in a way that was a lot different than the ex-wife and I. Plus, the ex-wife was so busy with school I didn't have a lot of time with her and this other girl was always available to hang out. Nothing ever happened, but it was a silent feeling. It just existed underneath the surface. It felt intense.
I feel like I might be in the same situation right now with someone else, but I also could be reading into things. It might just be me hoping that is what this is...
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